Hey guys!!! Thanks for the concern. Denver, you bring tears to my eyes!

Daddy is out of the hospital. He has an appt. tomorrow and another on Friday. They still don't have a clue what caused the heart attack. I was so excited last night, though, because I got to speak with him for 30 minutes before he got tired. His spirits seem much better. PTL.

Well, yesterday was day 3 of a migraine. One of the joys of my migraines is slurred speech. Kind of embarrassing, so I didn't call for an appointment, but I will today as it appears to finally be subsiding.

H is an interesting creature. As you all know, we work together. So, first thing yesterday, he was in my office for about 20 minutes just talking. Then again after lunch, same thing. He called me to make sure that I made it home yesterday (because of migraine, driving isn't easy). Then he said he'd call me when he left work. He didn't. So, I'm starting to see what FOBD is saying. He texted a few times, but I told him that I needed to sleep (which is true, I did). Then he called me first thing this morning to see how I was doing. Kind of strange considering that we work together and he would have seen me in about 30 minutes. Anyway, my temper got the best of me this morning.

When he called, he sounded so down and I asked him, "why do you always sound like you want to kill yourself when you're talking to me?"

He said, "Well, I don't."

That particular part of the conversation ended there. But his depression is really getting to me.

The closet bar(in my brand new house) is falling down. I mentioned that was getting worse this morning to H. He said he would be over this afternoon to check it out. He was almost happy with that development. So I know he's lonely. OW gets to town on Valentine's Day (life is funny, isn't it?) Let's see if the dynamics change then.

Wow... for all I wrote, I really had nothing to say. Sorry for the boring update! You all are so precious. I pray for you everyday and I thank the Lord for your friendship and company.

LIS


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11