Things were not so good when she got home at 1:30am. She was hammered, and she woke me up and then proceeded to sit on the floor and start crying.

So I did what I thought I should and asked her what's wrong? Shejust said "Leave me alone, I hate you". I'm like, this awesome she woke me up for this?

Then she's just muttering about how cold she is, so I tell her get in bed. She starts telling me that she didn't have enough money for the cab ride home so the cab driver told her to get out of the cab and that she had to walk about 1.5 hours home!?!?

She finally comes to bed, and I try to confort her. I also know last time she was hammered we had sex, and I was so missing the physical contact so I was coming onto her. Man did she reject me bad. "Leave me alone, don't touch me, I hate you, you annoy me, why won't you just let me be happy, let me be away from you".

I basically told her I would, that I do want her to be happy. She was angry that I was trying to have sex with her, she said "So are you just going to rape me". I said of course not, but I don't think you can fault a guy who hasn't had sex/ML in almost 3 months to give it a try?!

Anyways, I couldn't get back to sleep for a bit...last time I looked at the clock it was 3:30am...and I'm up for work at 5:00am. Good times.

Anyways, we'll see what tonight brings. I'm buying in now, everything is going to be discussion about moving forward.

I'm still going to book the MC, but our R discussion now will be about me "going along" with her plans.

Why is it that they seemto struggle when you are "accepting" of their percieved "dreams"?? So [censored] up.

She is such a roller-coaster at the moment. Everyday is literally a different person!!!

Me - 34
W - 33
M - 8 years
T - 15 years
D7, D5, D2
Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY"
W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011