2step,
I want you to know that some of your advice on here has been some of the best medicine for my own sitch. So, tonight, take some of your own medicine. Have faith in yourself. You are good at this. Take some time tonight or tomorrow and go read some of the stuff you have posted on my sitch. You were awesome! Listen to yourself from time to time!!!

Come on buddy, pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get back on that horse. You can do it!!!! If you can't find the strength, come here and we will give it to you. That is what the BITS do. Go read my post tonight and tell me that having the BITS around doesn't help. You guys saved me from myself tonight and we don't even know each others real names!!!

BITS never walk alone!

FOBD

Me: 39
W: 36
T: 15 yrs
M: 9 yrs
S: 09/10

So you can get on with your search, baby
And I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
That it wasn't really wasted time...