Deja vu seems a lot different this time around...

[mj144]

If I were only able to see something positive. Denver, you spoke about your W not making eye contact with you, well not only don't I get eye contact, I get a contemptible look on her face while she isn't looking at me. Its as if how dare I to even pose a question or opinion to her about ANYTHING! I am treated as if I am a child. Don't speak unless spoken to and not to have an opinion on anything.

I just can't seem to grasp onto anything positive in relation to my job sitch either. Just when I see some positive, nothing progresses. I had an opportunity to interview for a great position. The manager had me scheduled for an interview, but I had to take this online 'personality' test first. I falied the f'in thing! What kind of loser am I? The guy still wanted to bring me in but he isn't allowed. I am still waiting in limbo about the job I have already had 3 interviews for. I was told when I initially interviewed on 1-7 that he was going to hire someone by the 21st. Still waiting. I keep trying to maintain a positive outlook, but all this unknown is taking a serious toll on me. I am supposed to be contacted by yet another company through a recruiter that called me last week, but still haven't heard from them. Of course I am trying to convey positives along to my W, but as I keep getting strung along, or F up an online personality test, all she is thinking is it is more of the same.

I think I am going to jump off a bridge if I don't get something this week, or at least get another step closer.

It certainly doesn't help that I have also been waiting for 6 weeks for my unemployment check. When I call the hotline, invariably all customer service representatives are busy and am instructed to call back. Well, I have been calling for over 2 weeks.

Something had got to give at some point?!?!

B.I.T.S.