Chapter 3 the end? Or new beginning?

[zengypsy]

It's rough to be around couples. Even after the S, D, and me dating again, I still find it hard to be around married couples. It's such a reminder of what I no longer have.

So, your option is to avoid hanging out with married couples or people who are too couple-y, or to just deal with it. Don't expect it to not hurt though lol.

Does your family know the basics of what is going on? Even if you don't want to talk about it (I didn't for about the first six months) at least letting them know you are S might be a source of support for you. Although definitely be careful how much you tell them because they may frown upon you R with W.

Hope you have bounced back from your funk. All part of this fun roller coaster ride!

Being around couples is the pitts. If I start hanging around M couples I will be solo because all my friends are M lol. My family knows what is going on, they know everything except how I am doing and how I am taking this D.

hey 2 - just checking in to see how u were doing toaday...

Kind of hard to explain gypsy. You ever have those days when you feel like you can't breathe? Like the shock hits you all over again like it’s the first day? I felt like that all day. This complete feeling of loneliness the kind that sweeps you and almost paralyses you. I felt so much despair and loneliness today I can't really put it into words. I feel a little better right now. How long will it last? Should I still be feeling like this after 3 M?

I totally get it 2 - am in the same boat today. You saw my whiney thread. I'm surprised I kept your attention for that long.