I AM piecing... Now I need to stay on track...

[Sad_but_happy]

Bolt,
I'm here dude! Damn, we all need a poker night, some beer and a few laughs... Would be fun...


2step,
I was lucky. My W was realistic. She never left the house and never left the bed. No doubt she couldn't stand the site of me for awhile. No doubt she found me weak and pathetic for a while. No doubt she lost complete respect for me for a while. And I was weak and pathetic and not deserving of respect...

Timeline:
*W met OM 1st week of August.

*Told me of OM first week of October.

*EA ended soon after I found out.

*Last REAL communication by W with OM middle of October.

*Back to REALLY working on us early January.

*ML again end of January.

*W seems so very happy now but I'm slightly guarded.


If she ever goes back to OM, I have vowed, no matter how much it hurts, that I will be strong, confident, and ready to ask her to leave for good. Never again will I be the groveling, sad, pathetic, victom begging her to take me back... NEVER!!! And she will respect me from MOMENT ONE!!!