The feeling of dropping off your child that you had spent the last 24 hours with on your own and then coming home to an empty home really hit me. It was not like coming to an an empty place of mine. This is our home. It has been put together with the love of two people. W W's things are here. The nursery that we made together is there.
Man hang in there. I know how this feels. My W and I worked on our daughter's room for a week, making the whole room like fairy land. 2 weeks ago, W comes in and takes away everything and i mean everything in that room. That room just looks ghostly now. I too am attached to things and sentiments. I still cannot look at the room and so i closed the door and i dont open it at all. But i am trying to tell myself that heaven is where my family is and if i can get my family back then none of the material things matter to me at all.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
