You know, I don't know what is conspiring to drive me crazy, but apparently the universe is having one heck of a laugh at my expense!!!

Ok, first, my horoscope over the last 2 weeks has had a consistent theme. Stop all negative thoughts. Oh really? Gee, I hadn't though of that. Today's was a real doosy though! "Don't fall into the 'destiny' trap, Taurus. Someone may have convinced you - or you may have convinced yourself- that a certain status is your lot in life. Maybe it's your financial situation, your love life, your home life, your career. Whatever it is, though, is only limited by the way you think about it. One of your prominent characteristics is your powerful will and determination. When you make up your mind about something, that's it! The trouble with that is that it doesn't just work with positive thinking - it works with negative thinking too. Change your mindset and reach for what you really want."

Hmmm.....I don't really believe in those but it's been on the same theme for weeks.

So anyway...

Yesterday morning I had asked Gabe if he would like to go to church with me. He said he would like to so all was well. We get to church, sit down, and I looked at the bulletin that has the day's subject on it. "Marriage Matters". UGH! The next 4 weeks are a huge marriage seminar!!! OMG! I was humiliated. I hadn't read the emails from the church telling the upcoming lessons and news so I had no idea. That was the most uncomfortable hour I've spent in a while. He wasn't thrilled with the situation but he didn't say anything about it either. I got some eye rolling and sour looks which said enough.

UGH!


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!