Running out of time

[Augtan]

GF,

How are you? What is going on? I have been thinking about you and hope your doing okay.

I think my XH is hitting rock bottom for several reasons, but I don't really know what is really going on with him since he is 700 miles away. But, he has no job, no money, no woman, no kids around at all, and I think he is going to bottom out from all of that. A lot happened over this past weekend and I screwed up big time with him, so we have cut off contact altogether again. We had come so far and were doing so great. It is a long story, and your thread, so I won't go into details, but I am at peace with it and it hasn't really upset me too much. Again, the distraction of the new man, helps all that.

I know he is drinking a lot and is very depressed about not having a job, not having his kids around and such. He cried on the phone to me about a week ago, I was telling him some things and I know he was crying. Up until Sat. he was calling me a lot and telling me what he was up to and such, something he never did when he was so "happy" with his new life. I know he is slowly coming out of this and I will have to see what happens. I can hear the old H in his voice, I could feel him coming back into reality 3 weeks ago when he was up here with me. I don't know how else to describe it, but you will know it when it happens too...they just seem different and more like they use to be...before the alien abduction. He is still very selfish and it is all about him, but he calls and talks to me, still not overly supportive of me and what is going on with me, but he was calling and talking to me. He did tell me on Sat. before the s*it hit the fan, that he does think about us and that he does know how different I am and how good I have been to him.

Please update me on what is going on with you, I want to know how your doing!! I will continue to pray for you!

A