thanks boys,
i thank you, in advance for being there in spirit!
denver, he has never complained
i mean his frustration absolutely comes out, as does mine..but they are the first real family he has ever had...he actually takes pride in staying with them and helping out
mind you, he is on the road most of the time and gets frequent breaks from the madness
and i also think that when he was able to start staying in our home more, he felt a huge sense of freedom and relief
the same way i feel when i get to our place in arizona

i have told him that i think that our living situation has had a negative effect on our relationship (so hard to be romantic in my childhood home while there are parents right downstairs, we don't really get to interact as a couple...etc..)
he has said the opposite
he thinks that we have stayed together this long because of this sitch
he is wrong about that
we are both tightly wound here

i also feel like whenever he gets off the road things are always a bit off
but that is normal for people in his profession
i have heard that from other "rock wives" i hate that term
one thing i do know, that except for going to a strip club every so often (i am cool with that - pretty much) he is faithful

or has been

i don't know how he has been conducting himself during the separation

ok

longer post than i wanted
he will be here soon
i will take the advice from all of you
excuse me...i have to go look hot


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