That's right, you can't. Not right now. Go back to sleep man.
I know all of this hurts like hell. Hang in there. You're doing just fine.
BITS Denver
P.S. Make sure to read that long post I put on your thread last night. It helped me immensely when I first came here.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce