W sent a text and said she had to come by the house at 1 and wanted to know of I would be home. I waited an hour and told her yes, but I would be sleeping (I work midnights right now).

This is stressing me and won't let me go back to sleep. I just keep thinking that I don't have anything to say to her bc she is living with OM. She has no idea the pain she has caused me bc nobody has ever treated her like that, and I can't tell her how it is tearing me up.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...