last night was difficult and part of me thinks it was wrong to go to bed early and not spend more time with him but that would be pursuing...right? this morning was awful - my dad couldn't get out of bed h got him to his wheelchair and for awhile it looked like we were going to have to get an ambulance to hospital h was very helpful til i got there and then proceeded to take his stuff into the car to go to "our house" where he is staying alone all the while i am dealing with my parents, trying not to throw up, and getting my son ready for school and h is walking in and out with his luggage can you say insensitive? on the other hand he has been helping me deal with parents for years this is what i need help with: he just called and said he would pick me up in awhile and we could have some tea and talk about what we are going to do with the house i guess it may lead to a relationship talk which i am not ready for in the midst of all this (but would i ever be ready?) help i don't know what kind of help i am asking for just venting? maybe by the way, my dad seems to be getting around better and the hospital is off for the day as ever, thanks for your support and friendship
