Part of it is for me. Part of it is because what I'm doing is clearly not helping or working.

If I'm persona non grata, may as well get the h3ll out of Dodge in a manner of speaking.

Having contact with him causes me emotional pain right now. I literally dread recieving a text or hearing/seeing the phone ring with his name and number displayed. It's like having my nose rubbed in it.

He doesn't go bananas, and he's no threat to the kids.

BITS
Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.