responding helps more than you know....or you probably do know i did a stupid thing i think on friday we were rehearsing a skit on the tv show i work on the 2 actors i was working with did a movie about 15 years ago and my husbands band had a song on the song on the soundtrack i told them this and they remembered and asked about him and said to say hello i texted h right away and told him he texted back thanks and said how cool that was i thought right away that was a dumb thing to do tonight when he got home (he is sleeping in other room right now) he again told me how cool that was and that he had straightaway showed the text to his bandmates i feel like that was a bit of backsliding, but i guess i wanted to show him how connected we were on so many levels i don't know at least tonight, i was fairly unavailable i made sure i went to bed first and i did not initiate any real conversation
