I am going to wait to get more input and pray on it before I respond. She really needs to miss me I think, and if I meet her for lunch i think she will go back to not missing me. Idk.

Me going dark is COMPLETELY the opposite of what she expects me to do. I know it is getting to her. But it has only been 5 days since we have actually spoke to each other, really not that long. I almost think she needs to know wha it is going to be like if she follows through with the D. I am struggling with this.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...