Another day of darkness. A little easier today, but I still found myself crying a little. I know that going dark is out of love, and not hatred. I remind myself of that when I question what I am doing. This is for the benefit of our M, and also for myself.

So far, my W has not contacted me today. I worry that she will just completely forget about me.

BITS

M:34 W:28
SD:9
D:6 (pr)
M:3 T:6
Separated 1/16/11
ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...