Dixie,

I don't know where to start here, but I figured at the end. Yup, he could be leading you on... he could be turning a corner. Which are you going to choose to believe right now? One will probably produce bad results and one, good. You know which is which.

Our dear, sweet Dixie... staying dark WORKED. And you worked so hard at it and you need to take a moment to be happy and PROUD. You are allowed to do that. Of course, you must play cool in front of H, but that doesn't mean you can't skip and leap through the house a couple of times. You know what else? I bet that your H is pretty impressed with what you managed to get through this week. You know what he's learning? You don't need him. And I'm not so sure he likes that.

Oh, sweetie, I am so happy for you! Now, remember, proceed without expectations. It's OKAY to be happy, but have no expectations. Stay upbeat always even if he doesn't do what you want. Keep posting on FB. Holy cow!!! He's reading it!!! He's checking up on you.

Have a great day, Dixie. Celebrate the small steps. I'm praying for you!!!

LIS


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11