I know what are you are feeling, all of us do but trust us when we tell you that sometimes others on the outside see your sitch better than those inside.
"Sounds like a nightmare to me."
Do you dissagree? I think she is right not only in her mind but yours.
I just hate this journey - there is absolutely nothing good about it.
Sure there is. We just won't see it for some time. Keep your head up and re-read the book.