I just haven't been on this site in a while. Pretty busy with work & all. Well, I wound up not having Christmas with the new guy. He kept saying we would do it after Christmas but we never did. He is very mysterious & it worrys me a lot! I just don't trust him yet, I don't know if it is because of what I went thru with my ex or if it is just him. He won't friend me on facebook, he told me that I could go to his wall if I wanted, it was open so of course I have. There are lots of women friends on there! Some claim they are seeing him, so I had a meltdown a few weeks ago & told him not to come over. But he came anyway, he told me that woman was a psycho & would try to break up any relationship that he had with anyone, he used to date her a while back. I don't know if he is telling me the complete truth or not but right now all I can do is believe him. He travels so much that we don't see each other that often but he wants to meet my parents & he is ready for me to meet his family. We'll see. Oh yes, another thing I forgot to mention, he said the "L" word!!! Yes, he told me he loved me. SCARY!!! Of course I said it back because I'm falling for this guy, but like I said, I'm just trying to be careful. We are supposed to go to a super bowl party tomorrow so I will meet some of his friends, bad thing his ex wife might be there because it is a neighborhood where he used to live & I think she still lives there, so we will see. He wanted me to go get us some football jersey's alike. My ex never wanted us to dress alike!! I'm actually going to meet him at his house because where the party is it's closer to where he lives. First time I'm seeing his house. He wants me to take Baked Spaghetti, I've never made it before!! So, I'm a little nervous about it, he told him how to do it & then I did find a recipe so I don't know how this is going to turn out. I'm also taking a Cherry Cream Cheese Pie that he loves!
So, I'm very nervous about this relationship, he talks future like going to a family reunion with me this summer, us taking a vacation together this summer, us going to NY some time, he says he is crazy about me, he is not in this to hurt me & he said he is not going anywhere but he just scares me to death! I guess just take one day at a time & pray about it.
I hope all of you are having a wonderful new year & things are looking up for you!
I just haven't had as much time to get on this site to read what has been happening with everyone, I sure want to catch up but I think of each & everyone of you all the time!!!
No word from the ex or ow, I do know she is in the US right now but I'm not sure ex got to come. I just hope I don't hear from them!!
