Life has come back into play, and H and I have both been busy. I feel he is distant, but that could be the busy part. This week, the septic tank backed up, H had to dig it out from under the garden my parents planted on top of the tank lid, and it's been colder than snot! I've been gone to meetings or at class almost every night this week, and cleaning up cubby holes the nights I have been home. This weekend, I need to make time to connect. I really wish H would take the initiative to connect with me. That would help with the nagging feeling that he's in this R because it's the "right" thing to do, not because he wants to. Still thinking of finding a way to tell him how I feel about my loose ends. I really want to know what his feelings for OW are at this point in time. that wondering continues to eat at me. However, I am content. Life is good.
