Oh Dixie,

Boy are we having the same week...

Psalm 40. That has gotten me through this week. Well all the psalms but that one has meant a lot to me.

Another thing... not for nothing, but did you ever think that you would get through all of this on your own. I mean a year ago, could you have imagined that you could do all of this? I think you kick butt and you keep trucking along even in the pain you are in. I mean on my own thread I pointed out that I wanted to do some things like Dixie.

I know how hard your H not calling is, sweetie. It feels like someone is ripping your heart right out of your chest. But you are getting stronger everyday. I'm not sure you realize, but you should really look at the progression of your posts. You really are getting stronger. Now, YOU NEED TO BELIEVE THAT.

How long have you been dark now?

I'm praying for you with all my heart.

LIS


Me- 40
H - 43
M - 5
T - 14
Separated 2/5/11