I have done everything wrong....

[islander]

My W and I don't have any children together, so there is no reason to maintan any level of friendship, considering the lies and constant pain that has been inflicted. If we had any children together, then yes, she would remain in the outer most ring of friendship.

Believe me, I want our marriage to work, but I cannot be continually emotionally abused. I can withstand alot of pain and suffering for the greater good of out marriage. I know that our marriage would be stronger and better than it ever was, and that is why I continue to want to work on it.

And , I really believe that by letting her know where our marriage stands and our friendship ends, I am doing it for our benefit. It is a gamble, but I have nothing to lose at this point. I have already lost it. BUT I have found GOD and put my faith in him. I know I will be alright