Lost, hurt and scared ...

[MeMyselfandI]

Thanks Courageous, I am very proud of them! They won their hockey game last night 4 - 2 (empty net goal with one second left scored by my D). Myself and the moms I was sitting with laughed and joked the entire game, especially in the last 10 seconds when my D had the puck and I kept saying "shoot, shoot the puck" and she kept holding on, looking at the clock like a smart a$$, probably wondering how close to the buzzer she could get her goal. We all had tears in our eyes from laughing so hard.

Before the game started, all the mom's were standing around chatting and one of them said to me "Full, have you been losing weight? You look absolutely fantastic!" Talk about spirit lifter. I told her I had been walking and wa in training for my national qualifier.

Now, on to H & OW. They were both there and when I walked in, H was standing at bank machine and OW, was wandering around and said something to him about where did they go? I'm assuming she was talking about the family that she is nanny for. I walked right on by like I didn't even notice either one of them existed.

H did not sit with her during the game, although close by. After the game, I went down to the dressing room and a bunch of us parents were waiting to get in after the post game talk. H came down and was standing down the hall a bit with OW. When it was time, we all entered the dressing room and I was helping my S get his skates off when H walked in. I was friendly and upbeat and told him that I had been letting the kids walk home this week on a "trial basis" and they had done really well. I also told him about them cleaning the house, vacuuming and chipping the driveway and he said "I noticed that". I'm assuming he meant when he came to drop off my D's pjs the night before. Anyway, he looked at me, kinda like a deer in the headlights look when I was speaking to him. He has always thought I was the jealous type and I think maybe me having no reaction to whatever it is that he has going on with the OW is completely throwing him for a loop. I ended it by saying "they have had a really great week!"

Well, off to the track shortly, then hockey practice where again, both H & OW should be. PMA baby ... "as if"!