Worse than ever....He came over Thursday night and was acting weird. He was on his computer deleting stuff, accused me of screwing it up and getting him viruses...I have my own computer..the ow from past does not have one and she mysteriously had access to one from the first night he did not come home recently until the day before he tried to come home..she was logged into pandora internet radio playing tunes ...and has not been on since I told him I saw her online and accused him of letting her use his computer..I asked him if he had talked to room mate about possible rental situation and he said yeah, I asked when he was moving in with guy..he said I guess the next time you kick me out of here..I said I didn't kick you out, you left. He said I was joking. We took a ride to post office, but halfway there he said his truck was running weird and we needed to go back to house ...am wondering if he thought cell phone bill would be there and didn't want me to see it..anyway...I kept quiet...we got back home and I told him I was going to bed...I was tired and had to work next day...he kept fooling around with computer..then accused me again of screwing it up and said he had had to reformat it..good way to delete others use...and also said a mystery guest account had appeared and his NOrton was all screwed up...wth? I have my own laptop and never really use his and last time I did it was working fine....I went to bed, knowing I was going to blow...he came up a few later and said..are we ok babe? I said I was tired and just needed to sleep..I was trying not to lose it...he asked again and left..before I could answer...I went downstairs to get a smoke and looked at him on computer and went off...I told him I didn't believe a word that came out of his mouth..that I believed he was with OW again and she was using his computer...she screwed it up and he was blaming me...I told him he lied..and brought up past hurts...then I said sleep on the couch if your truck is not right and look at it in the morning...but I need sleep...and I can't do this...he said neither could he...I said then let me see your cell phone..he said it's in the truck...he went out to truck started it and left...next day says it's over again as I do not trust him.....NO I DON"T...and I can't fake that if he pushes me...what do I do???? He saw a friend of mine at store and told her he has nothing to do with OW and hasn't in a year..he says it is me contacting OW...NOT TRUE...the only contact I have had is to tell her she ruined things for him and me on Pandora by leaving comments...after seeing her online coincidentally each of the days he was gone recently...My girlfriend said he looked really sad and looked like he was going to cry and said he could not do this anymore as he could not get it through my head that he has nothing to do with her anymore...gal pal said it looked to her like it was over...and also that he said he was not going to come to my house when I was not home, nor bother me anymore...


What do I do?????


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