As the Bolt Turns

[Bolt]

heyall!
I want to keep posting because I feel that my story so far gives encouragement. My W told me the other day that she just needs some space occasionally so today I did that. I work out of the home but I took my "office" to the beach - living in San Diego makes that pretty easy.

I stayed away to give her "her" time and even went to see a movie for "my" time.

After that, the Ds and I went to a father/daughter dance.

When we got back, the Ds were exhausted so me and W just talked. She wouldn't let me leave. We were very cuddly and felt unbelievably close. She even thanked me for giving her today. I told her that I will give whatever is needed for this R to work. She is too.

Now I look at it as one day at a time. Its funny because even though we haven't ML in almost 2 months (we never went more than a week in 17 years), I feel closer to her now than ever.

I guess it shows that hard work and perseverance pays off. I haven't had to go through an enormous amount of hell but I also don't feel like I'm done. I don't want to fall back and look at every day as a challenge.

At least I can offer hope