Mine doesn't deserve it at this point.

She keeps showing me she doesn't want me and doesn't care even though she sees me changing, so my focus is detaching making her "believe" that I don't want or need her.

Pursuing in anyway is not working, it doesn't matter whether she expects it or not. Let's make them do some [censored] work for a change.

Sorry guys, I'm frustrated at the moment and don't feel like being optimistic.

BITS
SIC

Me - 34
W - 33
M - 8 years
T - 15 years
D7, D5, D2
Bomb Nov 10/2010 "I'm not happy and INILWY"
W Staying for the kids Mar 13/2011