DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support 2

[ScaredinCanada]

LOL - so I get home tonight and my W is making dinner.

She happens to be wearing those LULU pants (or whatever they are called), man her arse looked incredible I couldn't help but give it a little smack. This time she really didn't seem to appreciate, and she made a comment to the effect "You don't get it, I don't want to be with you", and then followed it with "I don't get one, one day you seem all interested in me and other times you seem like you want nothing to do with me." So it would appear to a point the detaching is working - but obviously not 100%. The smacks on the butt I guess don't come across as "Hey I'm detached!" lol

Anyways, I wanted to goto to the gym after dinner - but she had plans to go out to the show. Again, this is by herself.

So I ask what she's planning to see and she says "The Dilema", and I just start laughing. She says to me, "What's so funny". I said, "You obviously have no idea what that movie is about?!"

She said "No, but Vince Vaughn and Kevin James are in it and I like both of them".

So I told her what it was about, and she says "Just because you don't like it, doesn't mean I can't like it."

She is retarded, crazy retarded...ahhhh. It's a movie maing fun, making light of the fact that his buddy finds out his W is cheating on him, and he struggles with how or whether to tell him.

Whatever. The second she walks in the door I'm gone to the gym. Kids will be in bed, and she can dream about being with someone else.