A new milestone, I have been called by H enough that I know his cell phone number. I have it in speeddial, so I don't dial it at all, but today I did. And when I called, no short answer, and even put off who he was with to talk to me for a minute.

Goals for the new year - loose the weight I put back on from the MLC diet. Build good moments with H and son. Hang drapes in the living room. Be nicer.