P90X is an awesome program!!!! That is such a great plan!!! You are not going to believe the confidence starting a program like that will instill in you. I started working out with a personal trainer in December and I feel like I can kick butt! You need that right now.
Now, with that said, you need more sleep. 4 hours is inadequate especially if you are starting a workout program. Hopefully, the program will allow you to sleep better. However, have you thought about talking to the doctor for some help? Maybe some anti-anxiety medication would help? I don't know, I'm not a doctor, I only play one here. But there has got to be something you can do to get more restful sleep.
I love the snow angels. That sounds like fun!!!
I wish you were here organizing my house. I used to be organized right before my life went into the toilet. My Christmas tree is still up! Oh well.
Hang in there, Dixie. I'm praying for you, sweetie!
