I have done everything wrong....

[islander]

Thanks for all of hour support everybody. I am sorry I have not given anybody else feedback on their threads, but I am on this forum almost entirely with my iPhone and it is frustrating even to write on my own thread.

I am not going to contact OM. I know nothing I say would matter. I would look like a fool and he would hear less of what I say than when I spoke to W.

FOBD,
Our Ws really do have great timing. You got the ILYBNILWY on your birthday, my W moved out the day after mine, and spent the night of my birthday texturing OM non stop from the next room. They really don't have a conscience it seems., as the we all went through this in the middle of the holidays too.

This is the start of my third day going dark (second if you count the email about the bill) and it is hard. What makes it a little easier is that I have been working a lot of OT with 12 to 18 HR days, and will not be off again until Tuesday. I keep thinking about the text W sent stating she was sorry. I know she is not by her actions, but then why do I let it bother me?

Sometimes I start to feel so detached that I don't feel anything, but then it all comes rushing back to me. The not feeling scares me sometimes, bc I imagine that is how she feels all of the time!