Snowed in...the city is a mess...everyone is trying to fly in for SuperBowl. But, our airports are closed down!! I live outside the city where the roads are less traveled. So, I'm home again-work is shut down! UGH!!!
Lis, I don't sleep much these days...just 4 hours or so. I still dream all kinds of craziness. Every 4/5 days though I pass out for 6-8 hours! Trust me I'd do anything to make it stop. I woke this morning cause, I was DREAMING that I got a text from H that said, "ILY and I wanna come home!"
I know just a dream.....but, that kinda tells ya what I have to shake off ya know? I think I did pretty good so far...I got dressed went outside in the snow and made a snow angel! I took lots of pics. Heck, I felt kinda peaceful. But, alas I'm running out of things to do...I mean I can only clean and organize so much! LOL
I've been trying to find my H's P90X tapes...figure I could put all my focus into working out and becoming a Cougar!!! J/J LOL But, seriously I think it would help me sleep and clear my mind. (Plus, I would like to look awesome if/when I see H again.)
We'll friends...back to keeping busy...
Prayers to all always,
Dixie
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
