I think she is either starting to miss me or was testing me. I am not sure. Anyway, I said, "(name), my experience on the roads out here this morning was not good, but you will have to make your own decision as to what you are willing to risk. You may want to give your plans some serious thoughts" and I left it at that. I then ended the call.
Although it shouldn't have happened at all....you finished well.
She may be missing you, she may be testing you...she may be making little sparkly things fly out of her a$$ for the circus ...
You really don't know.
These kinds of things can keep YOU on the roller coaster if you aren't careful...the mindreading stuff.
Originally Posted By: FellOnBlackDays
I don't know what she decided as I am going dark for a couple of days.
I'm gonna ask why here...
The reason I ask why, is because it reads as if it is a ploy to drag the mindreading " I think she misses me" out of her a little quicker.
I'm not saying to not go dark, just make sure you aren't doing it for a reaction from her. Do it because you are actually too busy to stand still and wait for her to contact you....
Originally Posted By: FellOnBlackDays
Unfortunately, I had three different dreams about her last night. In every one of them, we were reunited. I don't really remember the details of the first two, but I do remember the last one. In the third one, we were on a camping trip with a bunch of other couples. The other couples were friends of mine and knew she left me. At one point, they got mad and turned on her during the trip. They made her pack her stuff and go sleep in an abandoned shack away from the campsite because they were pissed about her leaving me. When they turned on her, I didn't defend her. I let her leave the campsite. But, during the night, I sneaked away and found her in the shack. We talked about our problems and then it got a bit racy. We made incredible love in the shack and I woke up right after the dream. I am a bit down today, but I am doing OK. Stuck in the house because of weather. I miss her touch so much. In 15 years, I never, NEVER got tired of making love to her. It has been 7 months since we made love. I would do anything to touch her right now.
Dude...you need a nice long shower...hot or cold at this point : )
