I like the quote. So true, still have alot of regret from the past though. Can't believe how much pride and stubborness can effect our lives. I had a hiccup last nite, hope it doesnt set me back too far. I guess I still have trust issues. She wasnt completely honest with me about going to a bar and seeing a band with her sister. I found out about it and left her a text about her not showing trust. Of course she got defensive and says she was not doing anything wrong.
We spoke this morning, and she understands, but said if I continue to act this way, things will get worse between us. I feel alot better today, I needed a good nites sleep. Thats all it took for me to get some confidence back. I need to keep on the detach wagon. I cant change that she chooses going to the bar over being with her family. Her family to her right now is the kids ONLY. If I am around, she keeps at a long distance.