Well this morning I woke up and she had ended up sleeping on the couch all night. Whatever, that left the whole bed for me to roll around in. LMAO

But seriously, it justs seems like more and more hits keep coming. I am really trying hard to stay focused but darnit, sometimes new words just hit the heart and sting so badly.

I hate this feeling of not knowing if she even cares that I am trying to change. I mean she plays word games with my wanting to be a better person. I mean does it truly matter if I am changing who I am because I want to be with her? Either way I am working on being a better person..

Good Grief mad


Me - 39 yrs old
Wife - 39 yrs old
Married - 18 years
Together - almost 21 year
Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10
Bomb Dropped in May 2010
Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out