2step, work there, live outside
there was a message waiting when i got home from him
and as i was listening he called again
talked about stuff going on at our house in his home state (the one we never really get to anymore) and then about stuff he was going to do to our new home (which we were going to move into and now he is there while i am with my parents)
i told him i have done some work while he was away and it came out great
he told me that is good and he had hoped i would like his suggestion
that brought my hopes way up.......
then he said we needed to talk about what we were actually going to do with the house
that brought me back down to earth
i told him i would put him on with our son
and he told me to at least text him when i got off work tomorrow night
but then told me if we didn't touch base tomorrow we would on saturday
confusing....?
yes
but maybe he is confused
although he did say he is determined to see this (divorce) through a few days ago
up and down
up and down
i guess it will be like this for awhile
anyway i think i will sleep better tonight and i hope you all do too


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