I love reading your posts!! I never even thought that you suggested that about my M. You are right this journey isn't the same the second time around. I was a complete mess the first time and learned alot. I went to C to help me to work through all of my emotions and yes, even anger.
My life is different now. I know how much I can handle and what I will and will not put up with.
My H is still coming home every night, but that doesn't mean that it couldn't change in a heartbeat. He eats dinner with me watches TV and sleeps on the couch. He has to figure this out on his own and does know that I will be here but won't live like this forever. I have told him this. I deserve to be happy and to have someone that loves me unconditionally.
I am watching and listening and preparing myself for whatever comes down the pike.
