I was just wondering where were you. I found your new thread. I am very happy for you that you finally sure that you are piecing together. Your H shows a lot of commitment to you. It is normal to be unsure at times. But I am very sure that you are on your way to full recovery.
I had a backslide last 10 days. But I am emotionally OK again. I had too much expectation about our progress. I will continue to learn to detach. Until one day my W shows she is making effort toward our R.
I am looking forward to my holiday with the family. I will make sure that our kids are enjoying the holiday. If my W does not, it is her lost. I won't feel either good or bad.