Yall are so awesome!!! I'm blessed to have yall to talk with and share these things!! i'm glad yall here to talk me down from the ledge! I would have cracked by now..without yall. These are some dark days for me/us...this Chapter in our lives is not what I would've wrote! That's for sure!
But, I tell myself this is only a Chapter!!! But, yall are correct, this weather gives ya the blues!! Busted pipes are not, I had to get out of that house! I drove to work ASAP..cause I could feel myself slipping into that crying depression.
Once I got to work I felt better. There were people to talk with and be around! That's what the hardest part is...the ALONE! It gets me everytime....
I'm not ready to get another pet...I'm still attached to "our" dog. But, I have been looking on line at the same breeder...so, maybe? I love Great Danes and Labs....
Feb. 26th is H birthday...we have never not been together on that day in 19 years! So, I was thinking about taking a 4 day weekend and fly to Carmel, CA. It's one of my fav places on earth! (I go twice a year and cruise Big Sur) I had planned on taking him there as a surprise...but, maybe I'll go myself and lay around, browse the shops, drink a glass of wine and relax.
Wish we could all go together....the sea air would do us all wonders!
Love & Blessing always~
Dixie
Me: 40 H: 39 M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs No kids Seperated: May 18, 2006 EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving. 2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010
