Days like these seem to last forever but like any other they pass. I actually feel better when I cry so let it out. Don't worry about why H hasn't called when my W doesn't call for a few days I try occupy myself with little things, anything. At first it was a nightmare I was constantly looking at the phone waiting wondering. This is really painful. I know the feeling.
Now I don't expect her to ever call or text even told her so today when we spoke. I told her if she did not want to ever talk to me again I would understand. I meant it.
She texted me a short time ago. They have their own demons to fight. You have too much going on right now to worry about their feelings or what they are and are not doing to you. Take care of Dixie and only Dixie. We are here for you
