Hey Lost hang in there. I was in your situation for about two weeks in october before W left. At that point I felt the frustration you are feeling right now. Hell I even told her what truck company to use so it was cheaper to move out. I was done with the fighting and arguing.
Then I went through: Shock/Denial
I bought a plane ticket to Hawaii and spend 10 days on the beach hanging out with my half brother. While there I read DR Man are from Mars and Mars and Venus Break up
Then came: Pain/Guilt
This is when the real hurt started. This is when I felt desperate and reality sunk in.
Then came: Anger/Bargaining
Making deals with W mad at her for leaving and betraying my trust. "How could she"
Then came: Depression/Loneliness
I came to the website at this point. You along with others lifted me up. This is when I needed you guys the most. I was in a bad way. I cried almost daily.
I think I am working out of this stage right now and really only now can I really begin the DB. I couldn't do it before my mind was not right.
I don't say this to discourage, but to uplift. You will feel new emotions when he leaves but that is ok. We will be here and we will help you through them. When you come out the other side you will begin to really find yourself and then with a clear head you can begin the actual DB process.
In the meantime check in often and let us help you the way you have helped us.
