Today I am very angry and this seems like as good as any place to admit it.
Right now I am furious with my wife. I am also angry with myself for being willing to take so much of all of this on myself, but when I allow myself to think about it I don't think I have ever been this angry in my life.
I trusted her and totally believed what she was saying when she made her vows.
Now it hasn't even been 6 months - and only 3 of them were we even able to be together and now she says that she wants out.
Loss and anger and betrayal and frustration beyond belief.
I am grateful to have a DB coaching session tomorrow because today there is a dark and lonely storm brewing up inside of me.
I am being the possibility of:
1) Integrity 2) Loving myself completely. 3) Things flowing naturally between us, without any fear or attachment to the outcome.
