I intend to live forever - so far, so good

[ClingingToHope]

Church singles meets tonight. I was going to miss it, but girls' school was canceled so no father-daughter dance.

Weird thoughts last few days. Feeling down Tuesday so I downloaded an old sermon from church -- Two words that change everything -- Thank You.

I consider myself a nice person and I'm quick to thank people at work or friends -- but I've always struggled with saying thank you to people close to me. It's part of that holding people at a distance thing.

I've been thinking about whether I ever SAID thank you to STBXW for the good things in the marriage. I tried to show my appreciation by doing things -- but I rarely said Thank You.

I'm not sure why. It's something I have to work on.