Dixie - I think that the weather is causing many of us to experience these emotional waves over the past couple of days. I know that I have had a tough time. It will be sunny again... both literally and figuratively. Hang in there.
And stay dark with your H. You are doing great. He has to BELIEVE that he is really losing you. If he does, he may come around.
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