Wishing, I think you will be. Your H just is the epitome of stubborn. Got a bad case of the blues last night, ending with tears during the night. I don't know why. Nothing is wrong. Work is good, family is good, H is behaving. Just felt alone and very sad. I must have woke H up, and he asked what was wrong, and all I could say was I honestly didn't know. He held me for a while, and I got a hold of myself, but wish I could shake the blues for good. Felt better this morning, and sent an email to H, saying thanks for putting up with it, and that it helps when I am appreciated and wanted. We'll see what he answers, if he does. I know he's under pressure at work, issues with making payroll this month, and I don't want to add to the pressure. Gotta remember to detach, keep my bad feelings away from H and to keep giving him time.
