They like the size to be around 100 posts around here something about board mechanics.
Ian's post is as usual very good. The deserve part? Deserve, to me its like 'fair' and all you really need to do is watch a fly caught in a spider's web to realize the universe doesn't work on 'fair'.
Deserve, I believe you deserve what you work for, and you have worked for this, sooo I see the ball in your court, can you do more work?
Myself? MLC... I did this once, I'm pretty sure I won't do this again. But I see you and know your journey and path, and it makes me wonder, if you can do again, why couldn't I?
I have never regretted this, what would I learn and how would I improve myself with the time if I went through this again?
If I didn't regret the first time, why would I regret a potential second time?
Anyway...instead of a mod, think of me like a crossing guard, suggesting you start a new thread. : )
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