WAW tearing up our family

[ironMan]

Thanks s2tep. Hopefully WAW will be able to read and digest that someday.

So, she fell asleep snuggled up to me last night and I had a little bit of work to do. After I finished, I told her I was going to bed, she said "its really nice laying with you. So, I asked her if she wanted to sleep upstairs with me (I know I shouldn't have probably). She said yes .. and said what our baby says when she wants to be carried. So, I carried her upstairs and put her on our bed. She snuggled up to me all night.

So ... I don't think this means that she will decide to stay in the house and the marriage. But, it does mean she's considering it.

However, I don't want the M we had back. I want a better one with a better me and a better W. So, I will continue to just live my life and see where she takes hers. I still don't expect ANYTHING ... and who knows what will happen.

But, this is an unexpected ray of sunshine.