Good Morning/Early afternoon Yall,

This morning as been tough! I woke up at 4am to a busted pipe in the spare bathroom. The maint. guy came by 5am and has been in/out all morning. It's all fixable which is good!

But, I've been stuck home since they are coming in/out. I don't know what is wrong w/me folks. I have been so emotional since yesterday. I keep crying and it takes everything I got to stay DARK. It's like a wave...it rushes in and knocks me down. Then I get my balance and I stand up. Only to be knocked down by the next wave.

I miss & love my H so much...I havent heard from him in a week now. It hurts that he hasnt checked on me thru all the crazy weather and stuff. I havent heard from my IL expect his Cousin. Her & I have always been real tight...she told me she called him but, he never called her back.

The weather has kept me from my Choir/Walking and etc. So, maybe that's why I'm so weepy the last few days.

Hope yall are all doing well today-Prayers!


Me: 40 H: 39
M: 17 yrs - Together 18 1/2yrs
No kids
Seperated: May 18, 2006
EA/Poss PA with OW for 6 months prior to leaving.
2nd Bomb dropped: Dec. 23, 2010