WAW tearing up our family

[ironMan]

WOW

during the day today W told me several times she was having a tough day. She thanked me for support but didn't want to talk about it.

Tonight, she says, quietly "onStep" ....
Me: yes?
W: Do you think we could ever be happy together?
Me: Of course, if that's what we chose as important and worked together on it
W: But .... now you know how crazy I am
Me: Yes, but I've always known you were crazy


then after a few minutes ... I asked
Me: Why did you ask that?
W: Because, I'm not happy.... even with the prospect of separating. I wonder if maybe I'm not making a big mistake .... I just feel like I may be really screwing up
Me: Yeah, feeling that would be very hard


then later she really snuggled up to me on the couch ... and held my hand

WTF is going on here?

I was cautious and .... really .... I don't want to rush back into things with her. Not in a hurry to do that right now.

But, I can't help but hope that this is a very good sign.

I'll keep you all posted ..... but what a strange turn of events today