The communication is great but sometimes it is a reminder of what I'm missing. I heal as I talk to her, I wonder if she heals as she talks with me. I don't want to end up as friends. I want to be married to this woman not be her pen pal.
I know that you don't want to be 'friends' with your W. Neither do I with mine. But we have to crawl before we can walk. Right? It sounds to me that there is a lot of healing going on on both sides when you and your W talk. That is what I am talking about when I say that you are having opportunities to show her the new you.
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M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
